When I first became sexually active around the age of fifteen years old, I was obsessed with the male penis. My activities, initially, were centered on the cock (penis) and I exclusively stroked and sucked as much cock as possible. Likewise, I allowed other guys to fondle, stroke and suck my own dick (cock, penis) as often as they were willing. I considered myself in the proverbial "seventh heaven." At the tender age of fifteen-years-old and a sexual virgin, what the hell did I know, right? Before this phase of my life, all I knew about sex was through masturbation.
For most of my teenage years, I was satisfied with just the oral sexual pleasures. I was satisfied with this activity as it was both pleasing and met my need for intimacy with another man. However, I also found that it left me needy and unfulfilled in a number of ways. First, many of my partners didn't feel it was necessary for us to get naked together. Often, they were fine with simply unzipping their pants, freeing their cocks and sharing oral and manual experiences. Yes, this method was fine for what we were doing, oral sex. But I wanted more!
I preferred us both to be as closely naked as possible. I wanted to see all of my partner, his complete nudity. I wanted him to see me totally bare and the same from him. We were two dudes having sex with each other. I wanted the intimacy that only nudity offered us both. For me, clothes allowed a barrier between us that detracted from our physical interaction. It hindered our being intimate.
Soon, I understood my need for more than just oral sex. I knew I was ready to undertake anal sex in addition to oral. Of course, being a male, my first instinct involved the traditional male position: the top. The penetrator. The one who's actively fucking my male partner.
As I pursued this technique, I understood at once that I preferred anal sex over oral. First, we were both nude together, which offered us both the opportunity to explore each others, body. Second, I liked the feeling of my cock inside another man. I was able to pleasure both him and myself simultaneously. It was a win-win situation. Damn! Sex was great!
Throughout my twenties, I remained an exclusive top, plowing my cock deep into as many willing asses as possible. I had numerous partners who wanted to fuck me, but I always countered with the excuse, Sorry, I don't get fucked. Now that I'm older, I regret denying myself those chances.
I was in my early thirties before I met this sexy Black man, Paul, who stole both my heart and my virginity!
He was not only able to charm his way into my life, in our first sexual encounter, he somehow managed to slide his massive manhood-muscle deep within my quivering ass before I could refuse him. The next thing that I knew, he'd hit my "spot" and was using his fine cock to massage my prostate as I writhed about in both pleasure and desire. Until that moment, I never knew that sex could be that gratifying and ecstatic!
Our "first" time also became our "second" and "third" time before I could even think about leaving and driving back home. Sure, my ass was pleasantly "sore" for days afterwards but I knew that I'd give myself to him again! Damn, this shit was good!
We repeated this for another two years until Paul was assigned to Germany for his job.
Needless to write here, but I've been an almost exclusive and enthusiastic bottom-man ever since!
Take care and stay proud and bare!
ReNude Pride
